Hidden Wings

Her strength was hidden by her fears. 

A cloak that covered her great powers, making her seem weak. 

Her focus was always directed on the future, yet the darknesses of the past continued to try and drown her, it tried to sink her, dragging her deep below the surface of the present moment she so longed to see. 

A light was bright within her, guiding her, and others. 

Yet, she never saw this light, though she was told about it by many.

The storms that chased her kept her focused on the fears that she was determined to conquer. 

What she saw was darkness, fear and worry.

Doubts plagued her thoughts, poisoning her mind like chains, dragging her down.

The depth of her seas took her under, yet she always found ways to swim back up to the surface to breathe. 

Yet, not for long. 

Storms constantly took her under, so she learned to breathe underwater. 

She found her strength within the depths, finding peace in her solace, she found her ground to stand on, deep within the storm under the sea that surrounded her, on sands at the bottom of the ocean. 

In the deep depths of the sea, she found her way, she finally saw the light that others had been guided by whenever she was near. 

On a day that seemed ordinary, she found she had wings.

Learning how to swim with them under water, she wondered if they could also take her above the surface. 

She kicked off from the sands on the bottom of the ocean floor.

Pushing through the cold waters, she emerged, flying above the sea, into the clouds above.

She realized she could also fly.

– M. 

Falling Apart

Sometimes you have to let yourself fall apart.

Let your soul crack open and fall all over the place.

Let it be.

Don’t try to fix it all.

Don’t try to put yourself back together right away.

Just be cracked apart.

Open like broken skin.

Feelings pulsating like a racing heartbeat.

Exhausted and lost with no idea where you even want to try to step.

Not even sure if you’re ready to move forward with anything at all.

Just be broken and completely fallen apart.

Then little by little, you’ll find all the pieces that you want to keep and put them back together.

You’ll reach out for your missing parts and collect them all, deciding what’s no longer for you, and what is still for you.

And in the slowest, most delicate way, you will piece yourself back together again.

You will be whole.

Not the same as you were.

A better version, without the parts that were holding you down, and holding you back.

Rewrite your story.

Rewrite your life.

Put yourself back together and remember you are perfectly imperfect.

You are your own best project.

You are your own best masterpiece.

Never forget.

And that light at the end of the road will always be waiting for you.

Even if you need to sit in the middle of the road with your arms crossed, your eyebrows furrowed, saying “f*** off you too da*mn bright light, don’t tell me what to do or where to go. I’ll do what I want, when I want to do it.”

We will make our way.

We will walk our path.

Or we will sit.

We will walk when we are ready.

We will do it in our own time, in our own way, when we feel ready.

Now go and be you, and don’t let anyone tell you how to be you or how to live your life, not even me in these poetic ways.

You do you.

And if any of this triggers you, ignore it and block me, and I’ll be okay with that.

You mattter.

You are important.

Your feelings are #1.

With love,
Monica

Your Presence Matters

Sometimes life leaves us in a place of wonder…

Wondering what all these challenges are showing us.

Wondering what our purpose is.

Wondering what this life is leading us towards.

Some may say we are taking a journey.

Some may say we are here to have fun.

Others might say we are just working our way towards death.

Yet, some may see there is deeper meaning.

All in all, we must take each day as it comes.

Some days have great highs and some are just as plain as oatmeal without all the excitement some sweeteners or fruit may give it.

Each one matters.

Each one brings us closer to a certain goal.

We all have a destiny that may not be seen just yet.

We each have a particular purpose, just like each grain of sand that hold up each foot step for all the life that walks across the beach.

Remember this, on those days you feel less than great, you have purpose.

You matter.

Thank you for being here, and being a support for someone’s footsteps, no matter how big or small, your presence helps.

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  • M.

Learning About Self-Value

Those who truly value you won’t diminish your energy.

They won’t take from you without giving back.

They won’t argue with you when you set your prices for things you are selling, or art you are working on building a business around.

They won’t try to give you less than what you say you are setting as your worth.

Those who are truly here to support you and want to see you succeed will meet you where you are at, while helping you step up to your next level.

They will do this by helping you see how worthy you are of the successes you desire.

They will want to help you achieve your goals.

Even if that means by stepping away from you when they know your time together is no longer aligned.

Those who are here for your highest good will never put you down.

They will never make you question whether or not they are truly good people for your life.

So often we can be in situations where we find ourselves overwhelmed by frustration, because we have surrounded ourselves with a few people who we constantly question, “Are they really a good friend? Would a good friend make me that uncomfortable? If they are my friend, why do I feel so uneasy around them and why do they make me feel unsafe?”

Life is constantly showing us so much about who we are and putting us in situations of questioning ourselves and those around us.

This all for our personal growth.

Learn what you see to be valuable to you, around your peace.

Who is truly your friend?

Who is wearing a mask?

Who is only next to you because they enjoy what they gain from being in your energy field?

You can hold space for your own happiness and feelings of peace.

You don’t need to be around those who put you down or take from you without giving back.

You are deserving of peace.

Remember that you are loved.

You are important.

-M.

You Can’t Force What Is Not Meant To Be

Nature has a way of guiding us.

Teaching us to let things be.

We can’t force anything that’s not meant to be.

Man has a way of wanting to control.

Nature shows us that we must let go of control.

There is a process of how things are.

No matter what you do, if it is not for you, it will not work.

You can try to push it.

You can try to pull it along.

But how far do you need to go, forcing what is not meant to be to try and fit where it doesn’t belong?

We all go through changes.

This is life.

Part of being human is continuous evolution.

We don’t stay the same.

So when we try to stay all and continue to do the same routines that are no longer fit for us, it’s going to become uncomfortable.

Just like wearing clothes we have grown out of.

Or working at a job that we are over qualified for, because we have taken classes to move beyond that position.

When it’s time to move on, we will feel it.

And if we continue to try to wear those clothes, or stay in that job that no longer fits us, there will be big signs that force us to move on.

Have you ever worn pants that spit up the… backside? – I have…. Not fun!

If you’re feeling pushed to move on, listen.

If you are feeling the need to find a new place in life, go for it.

We can’t stay small if we have grown bigger.

We can’t expect to fit into places that we have been working so hard to move away from.

So go.

Get out there.

Make room for your new growth.

Re-pot, re-pant, re-job, or re-locate yourself.

There is no better way to feel more comfortable than to listen to that energy and MOVE ON!

Your growth deserves energy to move.

Your new life is waiting for you.

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📸 – Thisimage is from 2020, a nice day trip with an old friend.

A quick edit, but I will be doing more work on this image to prepare it for printing.

If you are interested in my prints please message me for more information.

I am looking forward to adding more of these beautiful images to my online shop on my website, and will be getting some up at local shops.

Thank you for your interest and support. ☀️🙏🏻

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Deeply Rooted In Yourself

Be deeply rooted…

Deeply rooted in your self-love.

Deeply rooted in your self-care.

Deeply rooted in your self-respect.

Deeply rooted in how you value yourself in all the ways.

We can find ourselves getting lost in taking care of other people, neglecting our own needs.

Work, family, friends, partners, life can take over our minds and take up our mental to do list.

We can give and give and give, but forget how we also need to receive.

We don’t necessarily need to receive from others, but we do need to receive from ourselves.

Remember to fill your own cup before filling another’s.

When you wake up, check in with yourself.

Before you go to bed, check in with yourself.

Throughout the day we can be so busy, but it’s important to remember to take time to come back to your own body, your own feelings and take a mental note on how you are feeling.

Become deeply rooted in yourself.

This life is full of distractions, but when we can remember that our needs are also important, we can find more grounding and peace.

This is how we find our balance.

You matter.

  • M.

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Reflect

How often to you reflect on how far you’ve come?

Step back and remember where you were last year.

You made it here.

Bask in gratitude for you are still here, you’re still growing, you’re still fighting and the good fight.

Some things may not be as you would like them, but life is a progression.

It’s a process.

Be still and remember you are doing your best.

Keep moving forward.

It’s always good to take time to reflect on how far you’ve have come.

It helps us to find peace within the new challenges in life.

There will always be challenges, but they don’t have to overtake you.

Sit back and breathe, you’re doing a good job.

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Breathe in Life

Life is better at the beach. 🏖️

  • Take time to take care of you.

Life blows by.

All of a sudden, it’s the next year. The next season, or the next century.

How often are you slowing down to remember what brings you joy and peace?

How often are you remembering to breathe. Not just to live, but to feel life.

Be with this moment.

Breathe in this moment.

Life goes by quickly.

Stop counting the second and the regrets.

Start counting your blessings and your breaths.

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Place Road Beeach – 7/15/25 – – taken with my Nikon camera 📸 I have so much gratitude for this beach, and my wonderful camera. 🙏🏻

There are edits done to this image. I will be changing it up to be ready for print.

If anyone is interested in prints of any of my photographs, I will be adding a section to my website for this.

Thank you for your support. 💜
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Sit with Yourself

Sit with yourself.

Let the fears and worries swim around you. 

Then let the universe show you that there is nothing to worry about. 

There is nothing to fear. 

Sit with yourself. 

Remember who you are. 

Remember why you are here 

Sit with yourself.

Relish in the silence. 

Appreciate the nature that surrounds you. 

Sit with yourself. 

Lean in. 

Listen to the whispers of your heart. 

What are they saying…

Sit with yourself. 

Be alone. 

Walk quietly.

Let the thoughts trickle away. 

Be still. 

Be silent. 

Breathe. 

You are safe. 

Love yourself. 

You are enough 

– M. 

Crossroads

We can chase and chase who and what we think is right for us, but we won’t ever make it there…

And it will never work.

What is right for you won’t require chasing.

What is right for you won’t require anything other than allowing.

Make it a priority to be there for yourself.

Whatever is meant for you will show up.

It won’t require you to follow a path that takes you into dark, unpaved forests.

It will show you light, just as you show up with your own light.

And when you find those people and those things in life that are meant for you,

You won’t have to wonder if they are right for you.

It will feel right.

The motions won’t feel forced,

They will feel natural.

The give and take will be balanced, naturally,

Just as the waters of the ocean are absorbed into the clouds and then rain back down to shower the earth.

You won’t have to wonder if you’re doing the right thing,

You won’t wonder if you’re supposed to feel so alone and lost in those places or with those people you chased…

You will feel balanced.

There are moments in life when we are left wondering…

Is this job right for me?

Is this friendship right for me?

Is this partner right for me?

Is this life what I want?

We are always going to meet a crossroads, with all things in life.

We must look and see what our feelers are telling us.

Is my happiness to the right?

Is it to the left?

Did I lose it somewhere on that road behind me?

Happiness is peace.

No matter which road you choose,

Happiness will always be something that you must learn to obtain on your own, from within.

Outside circumstances can show us what is aligned with us, but we ultimately choose our own happiness.

Sometimes what’s on the outside, in those surrounding areas, with people or without, is what shows us the way to the destination we feel will be most peaceful and fulfilling.

A crossroads is always a great start to a new journey.

Though, it’s not about which road to go down, each road will have challenges.

It’s about which challenges you feel you are able to take on.

-M.

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Healing Comes From Feeling

The only way to heal is to feel…

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Avoidance causes more suffering.

Numbing just makes it take longer to heal.

Feel the pain.

Experience the emotions.

You came here to heal, to grow and to feel. 

Yet the human has created so much distraction.

So many creams.

So many quick fixes.

But the only way to heal is to feel. 

You’ve got to feel it to heal it. 

Move through the emotions.

Move through the pain.

See the lessons.

See the guidance.

It is all here to teach you.

-M.

❤️‍🩹

Aging

Her face is changing. 

Her skin is different. 

Her body is not quite the same as it once was. 

She doesn’t know how she feels about it. 

Weeks go by and her skin is looser. 

Months go by and her smile is changed. 

Remembering back to when she was younger and thinking, “if only I could have valued myself more, if only I could have treated myself better.”

Time goes on with each click of the second hand. 

The sun sets and rises, and she continues to find her way. 

Still learning, still growing, yet now looking a little different and feeling a bit more further away from who she once was, yet still always the same.

  • M. 

Promises

Promises….

Making promises of the future, when you don’t even want her in the present.

Creating plans for vacations, when you won’t even settle for a simple dinner tab.

Saying things on repeat, that just hurt her and make her feel so small.

Not good enough,
Not enough…

How dare you just play that game of push and pull when you know she is hurting so deeply already…

You care about her feelings?
You care about her emotions?

Then why did you touch her?

Why did you pull her down from that shelf she was resting on?

If only to test her out….
If only to try and get a taste…
If only to prove you still had it…

Let her go.
You did enough.

She is not for you.

She is a porcelain doll and porcelain is not meant for your kind…

The ones who open up the package and don’t put them away…

The ones who want to sit around and make empty promises…

Leaving her feeling all sorts of confusion, just making her run away.

How dare you,
Playing the fools game.

Feels very familiar.

Thank goodness she knew better.

⁃ M.

The Sound of the Storm

The Sound of The Storm

On the harder days, I remember this day.

It reminds me of what I have gotten through.

Feeling the storms of my emotions, while getting my picture taken, not knowing what would come after.

Already working on dealing with so much trauma, and trying to survive, trying to keep my kids safe, though, it felt like there was danger coming.

Feelings erupting inside of me.

Feeling in a place of uncertainty, just as we tend to be, when in the middle of a storm.

After this shoot, I went for my daily walk and found my daughter was missing.

She was not where she was supposed to be, and when she knew I knew, she made it so I couldn’t call or text her.

It was a long weekend, trying to find her and get her home.

These are not stories I typically share on here, due to not wanting to over share, but sometimes I just need to release, for the healing, and to maybe help someone else.

Twenty six hours of not knowing where my daughter was, or if she would come home.

Twenty six hours of being in panic for her life and her wellbeing.

She finally returned home, and she was safe.

One more scar on my heart.

One more memory to remember how much I love her.

One more reason to show her more sensitivity and compassion.

This shoot really ended up representing more than Marina Shipova or I could have even imagined.

Life is always full of uncertainty.

We just have to muster the courage to keep going.

One step at a time.

One day at a time.

One moment at a time.

Find your peace.

Find your balance.

Find your strength.

You are capable of more than you know.

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Darkness Tried to End this Life

Memories come up from times when life felt so close to the edge.

Life seemed like something so close to the end.

A mind so cluttered, so filled with fear.

A body so riddled with substances and unbalanced from the chase of night and day.

Thoughts fading away, worries taking over, friends with two faces taking up too much space.

There were times of silence towards the ones who were closest.

There were moments of sadness that lasted for days.

Yet, beyond the darkness, through the silence, there still seemed to be some light.

Falling away…

Falling under…

Never too deep, but just deep enough.

Finally one day, tired of suffering…

A reach up, a crawl, a walk and a run, back to life.

Back to peace.

Yet, never truly to feel without the darkness.

A darkness that had the deep calls for the ending.

Though, the darkness is not meant to call upon us all.

Some must just taste it, to see why we must turn away.

Back to the light.

In the light we must stay, but never to forget the bite of darkness that will never fully go away.

  • M.

Explore

Explore the world.

Explore yourself.

Do all the exploring.

For life is but a collection of moments, and

When you see how quickly time passes by,

You will wish you had spent more time exploring and enjoying all the beauties within this life.

You are worth the time.

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A Journey Persisted

For as long as she could remember, she knew there would be something special for her…

For as long as she could remember, she knew she could never give up on believing in herself….

As the years went by, she continued to fall and then crawl through life’s challenges,

Until one day she remembered she could walk.

Then she quickly started to run.

She began sprinting, jumping and then finally she flew.

When she discovered her wings, she learned to float over those who didn’t believe in her or see her for who she was.

She didn’t worry about being alone, for she was always surrounded by so many who saw her for who she was and loved her no matter what, even through months and years of silence.

Whooshing through trees, flying beside mountain tops, she soared high above the clouds.

She flew up to the stars and zoomed back down, reaching the oceans and diving in like a sea creature, moving through the waters with great force.

Back to the surface, letting the air dry her off, she would then find a safe place to land.

Not for long though, as she found her place to be in the sky.

She knew she wasn’t like many others.

She knew she was made differently and created on purpose, for a purpose that was all her own.

Only she could know what that was, and what she was here for.

Though all the pieces may not make sense to others, she knew each one was meant for her, even the pieces that didn’t fit into the whole picture.

One day, maybe far off down the road, she would tell her story.

But for now, she will just continue to fly, soaring on her own, gliding from tree to tree, taking breaks on the mountain tops…

Solitude, this is her happy place.

At last, she knew, her purpose was there all along.

To be continued….

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– M.

Emotions

Life comes with many things…

One of the most challenging parts of life can be emotions.

Feeling an overwhelming amount of grief, a longing for what could have been…

A desire to be somewhere else, or with a certain person, or whatever it may be…

In the moment, emotions can feel like gigantic waves, that are trying take you under.

A dangerous riptide in the currents of life…

How do you go on?

When will the suffering end?

Never stop feeling…

Allow each emotion to run its course.

Feel it, deeply, and understand it’s purpose is to move you.

It is guiding you on your journey.

It is even here to help you heal, to grow and to help you flourish.

We experience difficulties in order to help us with wherever we may be stuck in life.

Sometimes these experiences, as painful as they may be, happen to show us what could be… if we push ourselves out of our comfort zones and do things to help us move forward towards our goals.

They also occur in order to show us how strong we are, and how much we believe in our abilities to grow and change.

Sometimes we need these hard times to help us remember to focus inwards and to have self-control, as we are amidst a big life shift.

We cannot pretend to be robots, though the drug and alcohol industry want to help us numb away all the feelers, when nature has created us to be fully aware of ourselves and every feeling we have to feel.

Feel the feelings.

Feel the anger, the sadness, the sorrow.

Feel the pain, feel the loss, feel the loneliness and everything you feel scared to feel.

It will help you heal.

It will help you grow.

Numbing is like ignoring the sunlight that is here to feed your soul.

There is beauty in suffering, though, it isn’t always easy to see when you are in it.

Go through it then look back and see how strong and capable you are.

Through suffering, through pain, we grow.

There is peace on the other side.

There is healing, and there is beauty.

You will be okay.

Be present with your emotions and allow them to flow through you.

– M.

World Citizen Essay

As I have learned more about Sweden, my opinion has not changed. My feelings towards wanting to visit, as well as having a home in Sweden, has grown stronger. Sweden really takes care of their people and it is surrounded with abundant nature. Everything I read or watch about Sweden makes me more and more drawn to it. I’m not sure of I have any Swedish blood in my DNA, but I have a feeling of deep connection to it for how they connect to nature and live life in a more simplified way. Even the foods they eat are more based around nature and community. Though, I was surprised to learn about how they are about their big bubbles was definitely a surprise, and not something I fully relate to. Yet, I do, at times, feel I need to be more aware of other peoples need for space, and not be so quick to hug people, because not everyone is quite as open and friendly as I am in that way. Or I guess I meant as comfortable. I have always been a big hugger and sometimes I do, also, need my own space and respect for my energy or physical body. 

To be a world citizen who is here to do good, makes me think about how I am good with people and able to make connections, even when traveling or just going out into the world. I find it is how I can bring peace and healing to the world. 

I believe i will use hypertext in my future endeavors with my websites. 

Arthur and Ford have taught me to embrace life and all of its challenges, because it is all apart of the grand adventure. 

-M.

H2G2 Essay

The Hitch Hiker’s guide to the Galaxy relates to our class in the way of how we have been exploring the world. It also relates in the way that we are not supposed to panic. There were many times when the two main characters in H2G2 were thrown into situations of the unknown with no idea of how they would make it through, but they did not panic. They kept focused and calm, and made it through with thoughtful and concise planning. With all the extreme circumstances, near death experiences, they kept their cool and made sure to find their precise goals and visualized and were creative and positive in each difference and wild experience. In this class we have had many loops and turns, a whole lot of unknowns, but with a specific goal in mind. That goal was to succeed and learn a lot, while developing new skills. There have been some surprising new assignments that have appeared, at last minute, unless those were overlooked before, but they brought new challenges, and the whole class experience has been like an intragalactic experience on Earth. I have found that the book has relates to this class in several ways and has shown me ways to stay focused on the outcome I would like to have, rather than the challenges that happen upon the journey, instead. And always remember, DON’T PANIC!

-M.

Avatar Inspiration

Well, there are many different animations that have inspired me and motivated me to keep going and keep growing, with my art and creativity. I believe that there is a big draw, for me, when something took a lot of work and went through many challenges in order to become what we see in theaters or on our screens. One of those is the Avatar movies. That Papyrus font really drew me in… 

(Haha, honestly though, the videos from the first week made me feel a bit sad about how much I love it, and leaning that it is not a great font for visual clarity was understanding, but I do really love it!) 

There was so much work put into these movies. When I heard there was a second movie coming out, I thought I died and went to heaven. I would love to live in the world of Avatar, as I long to be more apart of nature, and have a slightly big dream of living in the woods, like a Tarzan woman, but with some modern world modifications, like running water, but created in a natural way, bringing it from the natural springs, then having it be recycled, and so on and so forth. Nature is where I feel at one, so when Avatar came out, I felt like it was a long lost memory of our history, maybe even on a deferent planet. 

Anyways, there is so much depth and detail in the way they created the Avatar movies. For The Way of Water, they had the characters training underwater, for months. There was so much work with green James Cameron is truly an inspiration for me. He wrote Avatar before he wrote The Titanic, but there was much research to be done, in order for him to get all the piece’s together. In one video he states that he was in search for the “Holy Grail”. The technology at the time did not match up with what his dreams and goal were for what he felt was necessary to bring out human emotions in these characters. The extent of his passion and work to create what he has is incredibly fascinating and has me very inspired for many of my own aspirations. 

When a person has a dream, or a vision, and they go above and beyond to make it happen, there is this intensity and drive that get encapsulated into it. I hope that I can find my own niche that brings that out of me and into the world in order to inspire others. When one person says impossible, but you feel it so deeply and so strongly that you know you will find a way, that is the creators mojo, that is the soul, that is the gift. Have a desire to allow your dreams to unfold and you will never know who you will inspire to also grow beyond the limited belief systems of many, to allow even just one incredible dreamer to become a creator. This world needs more of that. 

-M.

How Movement Engages Us

Movement keeps the viewers visually engages. It allows for stimulation of the brain and keeps a person occupied, in the way of attention. When there are moving subjects it creates an interest for a viewer, which is like anticipation for what is next to come. I have witnessed this when I have showed friends my YouTube videos. If there is just a tree visual they will not look at the screen, and only listen. If there is movement and action going on, they take more interest in the screen, and seem more involved with their attention focusing on the screen.

This also reminds me of older movies, where they are slower, but the movement pulls me in, as opposed to the more modern movies and shows where it is so quick from one scene to another that it can actually make you (or just me)
 feel dizzy, almost. I tend to wonder why they have made it so quick. Our brains seem to be constantly in need of stimulation because of the way movies, shows, social media and all of that have trained our brains to be in constant need of short and quick stimulation. I often contemplate on how healthy it is for our cognitive health. 

In short, I believe that motion bring the viewers awareness in and keeps it locked in, for the most part, keeping the attention and interest focused on what is moving. It is like a visual treat, and once you see the action, you are intrigued and want to see what will be coming next. Stillness is not going to bring in as much attention, so it makes sense that motion pictures have become so popular. Keeping us all locked in to the screen, always awaiting what is to come.

-M.

Babel Fish

The Babel Fish CREEPED me out. I am a sensory sensitive person and the thought a of a fish going into a persons ear makes me cringe. Though, being able to understand other languages would be amazing! It seems like having this capability would be really useful ion order to be able to travel around and explore different cultures. I know a lot of people are fluent in other languages, though sometimes not everything is able to be translated over, like certain slangs or specific ways of communicating things that only being truly fluent in a languages could allow. So this would be helpful in situations where people need to convey ideas or thoughts, specifically when the leaders of countries are trying to make peace or come to terms with certain sensitive situations. Technology advancement has really come to a great place, which allows people to communicate easier. 

I have been doing some research on The Moore’s Law, but I still don’t quite understand it. I will come back to this and do my best to figure it out more thoroughly. 

The Power of a Dream

I love Star Wars. I love fantasy and creativity, especially those that go beyond the common limits of regular everyday thoughts. George Lucas did not let his desires go by the waste side just because the current, at that time, technology was not as advanced as his creative mind. This is where so many others would have given up, but a strong minded man like Mr. Lucas was not about to do such a thing. This along is quite inspiring, as I am constantly dealing with friends and family who can’t seem to think as big as I can. From reading the article provided in the assignment info, it sounds as though because of the dream and vision for Star Wars, multiple production companies were born, in order to complete such an extraordinary compilations of one mans dream.

This also allowed John Knoll to further his own career, proving even more so that when you have faith, you never know what amazing things can happen… He moved forward to aid in the creation of other highly aspiring creations, such as Mission Impossible, Harry Potter and The Pirates of the Caribbean, just to name a few. This goes to show that when you have a dream, and you see it through, you may also be helping many others dreams possible, just because you had the strong desire to not give up. This really inspires me, as I have some dreams, which I tend to feel far away from, due to life struggles. Though, we are the only thing between our failures and successes. 

-M.

Photoshop Boundaries

The link below takes you to where I found this comparison image of an Instagram icon who was almost unrecognizable to her fans, in person. for how much photoshop she uses on her images. Using phot shop to doctor images can be a useful tool, but as this has grown into a type of epidemic, it shows an unhealthy perfectionist view of how people “should” look, according to so many in the fashion industry, as well as just everyday people. So many people slip into getting plastic surgery, injections, and so much more, only to feel regretful afterwards. This idea that we much all look like dolls, in this perfect, plastic, ideal shape is absolutely ridiculous and harmful. I have seen many females suffer from self-harm and bulimia as they, even already small females, felt they were not skinny enough or pretty enough. It is causing so much harm to males and females alike.

Human beings are each individual and have very different genes and DNA, even twins are not exactly the same. We were not meant to be exactly like anyone else. Though we each have our own experiences, traumas, or whatever, which make us feel certain ways about ourselves, or others, we are each beautiful and unique individuals an do believe nature is here to help us. We are apart of nature, we are nature. So when we try to make ourselves out to be something different, then we are moving further and further away from the center of our being, and the purpose of this life, which is to love ourselves and one another exactly as we are. Agape love, I believe it is called. 

Saying all this might make me sound judgmental and critical, but I have also come out of a long journey of self-hate and self-destruction. I’ve used makeup to hide myself and try to be different and look different. I was not happy with myself. Now I rarely wear makeup, though still feel sadness from how long I was hiding. I still feel insecure at times, but I do the best that I can with what I have and that, I believe, is all we can do. Learn to value ourselves for who we are and help share that truth with others. 

Photoshop is an extremely useful tool, but if it is used to deter people from seeing the value in who they are and how they look, then it can be a weapon of mass destruction. I very much value what I have learned from my (now many) years in this program, and hope to always use PS with good and honest intentions and respect for the greater good of humanity. 

Instagram Icon Heavily Photoshop -Unrecognizable by fans in person

-M.

The Mystery Behind Apple’s Logo

The Apple logo… This has been really something. I have read and seen so many videos on it relating to Adam and Eve and the snake, and the forbidden fruit. After some research, with the help from the article below, I have found the truth behind the mythical stories and the  simple reality of the overly speculated logo. 

It was thought, by many, that the apple was created to represent the apple that fell upon Sir Isaac Newtons head, or the forbidden fruit that Eve ate in the Bible story so many of us grew up learning about. Then there was another story. One of sadness as well as great courage, of the apple representing the apple Alan Turing bit out of that was full of cyanide. This one really pulls on the heart strings as Alan Turing was a big contributor in modern day computers and began the research on Artificial Intelligence. Being homosexual, he went through many obstacles, as he lived in a time where it was not accepted, so he tried to cure himself by injecting estrogen into his body. Though, he ended up killing himself with that poisoned apple. This would certainly make once believe it was for him the Apple logo would have been created, for his bold contributions, and his personal struggles, even through his great works for our now benefiting society. 

Yet, when it comes down to it, when the creator of the logo, Rob Janoff, was confronted with this question of why he created the logo, he claims to not be quite clear on what made him draw out the shape of the apple in the way that he did, though, it had nothing to do with Turing. He briefly states how Jobs gave him no specifics.

It is understandable why so many believe it would have been a nod in the direction of a great creator. Yet, he does state that the of bite was merely to represent that it was an apple, rather than a cherry. Then there is talk on how “bytes” are the building blocks of computers, which is also an interesting and creative way to see it. 

This goes to show, we must be very wary of what we hear. For we don’t always know the whole store. Even Steve Jobs, the highly respected and creator of Apple, is said to have not denied the myths, as “he much appreciated the value of a beautiful story,” states the CNN article. 

What a windy and beautiful, yet raw and real road that was to experience. I will continue to remember this when I hear tall tales, or stories that sound a bit far fetched. And now I will more comfortably use my iPhone, without feeling as though I am using a something evil… Though, I still prefer limited screen time, no matter the logo. 

https://www.cnn.com/2011/10/06/opinion/apple-logo/index.html#:~:text=The%20apple%20represented%20knowledge%2C%20as,the%20creation%20of%20the%2

-M.

Adventure – Aesthetics

A personal style is a strong way to come across to others. How you present yourself to the world, how your work showcases who you are and what you desire to share with the world, it all comes down to your unique personality and individuality. In this world of electronics and hectic stressors, I find nature inspires me to slow down, process and move slowly. This is why I have a very nature-oriented aesthetic to my website, as well as my own personal style.

In all the hectic day to day, I always find it best to look to nature for support and healing. The colors of nature are also what calms me, which is why I favor the most abundant colors in nature as even the majority of my wardrobe; blue, green, and brown.

Blue makes me feel connected to water and expansive like the sky. Green makes me think of trees, fern, grass and the beautiful sprouts in spring. Brown is grounding like dirt and tree trunks. It is with nature that I find my most peace, so with all that I do, I hope to inspire others to also look to nature for their healing source as well of a place of inspiration and peace.

Where would we be if it weren’t for the support of nature? I don’t believe we would even exist without it.

-M.

A Good View

People Pleasing

Oh it is hard.

It is so misunderstood.

This way of thinking and acting and even speaking.

Decision making, can become so much more challenging when you aren’t looking from within.

What is it that causes this?

Maybe some trouble with self-love?

Maybe it’s more of a self-trust or self-worth issue?

Currently, I feel stuck between a rock and a hard place, myself, as I have recently made some decisions based around wanting to people please.

I thought I had made progress and moved away from this.

One step forward and two steps back, as the saying goes.

When we are healing and growing, we will get lessons.

We will get practices for learning how to overcome these lessons and how to understand how we can move forward on this healing journey.

We will never be perfect.

We will always be growing.

We will continue to learn and forever be learners in the classroom of life.

I, for one, am very grateful for the learning process, even if it hurts at times, or is confusing.

I know it is necessary and has long-lasting effects for bettering my life.

Hopefully you can also find some truth in that.

We are continuously learning and growing.

With everything we do.

With everything we see.

To consume information is to learn.

Yet, we also must put it into practice if we truly want real progress towards our destination on this beautiful journey of life.

Thank you for being here.

– M.

Grow

Let it be,

There is no force necessary.

Let it be,

The best direction is the one of the wind.

Let it go,

For each day we must allow the day to flow.

Let it go,

For in all things, the best thing is to set all worries free.

Grow,

Just as the trees must reach the sky,

Grow,

You will find your way.

In the end,

The best thing you will have ever done was to let it be, let it go and to grow.

Life has a way of guiding us down the path.

We must learn to be careful of what we carry with us.

Not everything (or everyone) is worthwhile of our precious energy.

– M.

Life is Balance

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My Journey

Today I may be exhausted, my eyes may have heavy bags, my adrenals might feel like cement blocks….

I have been pushing so hard.

Tutoring hours, multiples times a day, walking miles, upon miles each day, being there for my inner world needs, and my outer world needs, and for others…

This is my story.

This is my path.

As my kids tell me they love me and appreciate who I am and what I have done for them, and they see how I’ve pulled myself up from toxic relationships and many years of partying that could have resulted in my life ending…

Trying and trying to find my purpose in this life…

It is times like this that I must remind myself that I am strong.

I am capable.

Some might look at me and see my lack, or they might see me better than I see myself.

It doesn’t matter.

I am still learning to see myself through the lens of love, with taking massive steps in self-improvements and making sure I am taking time to nurture my soul.

With each breath I hope to share love and light.

With each action I hope to be kind and give gratitude for this life and the experiences within it.

With every use of my voice, I hope to express good and positive things about myself and others.

Thank you for seeing me.

Thank you for reading this and taking in all that I am and have been.

My heart is full.

This life is beyond beautiful.

💙

– M.

Love and Relationships

Why do we think love from another will satisfy us and solve our problems?

For too long I have thought this.

Find a mate, “the one”, and all will be fixed.

Walking a way from dating was the best fixer of my many of my problems.

Instead I took time to learn to go within.

Learning to love myself.

Learning to focus on my growth and my path was the best choice for my life.

Not everyone is meant for someone.

Not everyone wants to be in a relationship or have all that comes with having a mate.

Some of us need this lifetime to heal and grow and find peace in solitude.

When you learn to look within and seek out what is truly right for you, you can stop spending your energy on what is not allowing you to truly heal.

Direct your focus.

Allow your truth to come out.

Only you know what is right and best for you.

Only you can make the choices that fit with your life and your needs.

🌸

  • Single by choice, for my highest good. Self-care, self-growth, focused on my purpose and on my path. And Grateful for that.

🌸

– M.

Love Yourself

Bloom

Why settle with mediocre when you could allow yourself to blossom?

We are told to stay in line and to stay quiet.

Taught to stay small.

Follow the line of crowds, only do what you need to do.

Don’t step out of line.

Don’t talk back.

Don’t have a voice.

Ambition is for dreamers and losers who think they can be different and still succeed.

🙋🏽‍♀️

We ARE each different.

We DO have a voice.

We SHOULD step out of line and get away from the crowds.

We MUST learn to follow our hearts and TRUST our potential.

Bellow out your hearts desires from the very depth of your soul.

Scream and shout and dance with PASSION, for you are no robot.

You are WILD and FREE!

Keep being you.

Learn to love YOU.

Grow.

🌱

Blossom.

Bloom.

🌼

– M.

Challenge Yourself

We have a perception of things, a way of understanding things in a certain way.

When we move away from that particular stream of thoughts we can learn to understand things in a different way.

As we move through life, some of us seek growth.

To grow, we must change the day to day, move our consciousness to different areas so we can learn to understand concepts in a different way.

This will change the way we process information, how we make decisions and how we react or even act.

Stagnant minds cannot grow.

Just like energy.

Thoughts get stuck going one way, when we have let them continue to build up momentum going down that stream of our minds.

We must move differently in order to move different muscles, so therefore we must be challenged in different ways to allow a different thought process to take place.

Getting comfortable with changes and with different challenges can allow for more peace of mind as we let go of certain patterns that we’re keeping us from even enjoying life more.

You make up the difference between your life in a state of peace or a state of discontent.

If you desire change, you must step out of that box and into the vast reality of immense possibilities there are all around you, every second of every day.

You choose.

Challenge yourself to change your mind.

⚛️

– M.

Climb

If you weren’t meant to climb those mountains of your heart’s desires, then you wouldn’t have been given the desires to climb those particular mountains, in the first place.

In life we are given choices.

We are given dreams.

We are given tools.

We are given an empty page in a notebook that we must fill up worth the equations of how all these givens work together to get us to our goals.

What is your goal?

What dreams or desires have been written upon your heart?

What tools were you given to help you achieve those dreams or desires?

I see it as, you have challenges that shape you into who you must become to fulfill such dreams.

Certain paths give us the knowledge or experiences we must go through to help us build up more tools and capabilities to help guide us to the destination.

If you desire to climb a mountain, you should do everything in your power to find a way to climb that mountain.

Look within you, all around you and see all that you have been given to follow the path that you seek. If it wasn’t your destiny, then it wouldn’t be placed upon our heart to achieve it.

We are given the variables to the equation, but we must be the ones to solve the equation. It is all there for us. We just have to take the pencil and choose to write out all that we have been given to see how we can understand how to get to the outcome.

Be the writer of your story.

Be the one who follows through.

You have all that you need.

Climb that mountain.

– M.

Summer Nights

Summer nights…

I want to feel the soft breeze on my skin as I wander under the sunset sky.

Bring my ears the sounds of chimes, as they sway with every movement of the breezy evening air.

Let it be warm enough to have bare arms, but cool enough to cool my sunned skin from the hot summer day.

Bring out the smells of nature and the memories of buttercup and honey suckle picking moments from my childhood backyard.

Summer nights, how I adore you.

-M.

Information Post for Peninsula College

Informative post for Peninsula College faculty and students:

Starting June 5th, there will be construction being done on the retainer wall, which is across from the main entrance of the Work Force building. The construction is said to take, at least, two weeks.

To access this building you must enter one of the other two doors; the west facing door, or the patio door (a north facing door, seen from the parking lot).

If you have any questions, or trouble finding these doors, please contact Work Force at (360) 417-6296.

Thank you.

You are Precious

How long as it been since you truly felt loved?

True love is the best kind of love.

Pure love.

Selfless love.

Yet, we believe it comes from outside sources.

The truest, most magical love comes from within.

Be kind to yourself.

Do good to yourself.

Love yourself in the ways you have forgotten.

Take time to care for yourself each day and become your best lover.

Find the space,

Find the time,

Devote whatever moments you can to loving yourself.

You deserve you.

Be kind to yourself today, and each day here on after.

-M.

Be Kind to Yourself Today

You Can Create Peace

To live is a gift.

To be here is a gift.

Your time here matters.

Your purpose is to grow.

To learn to have peace.

Learn to have love and understanding for what you do not understand.

Let go of judgement.

Find a way to understand that your thoughts are as powerful as your words.

You have an impact on others.

Let it be positive.

  • • •

We take so much for granted.

We judge what we do not understand.

We criticize what we do not relate to.

Why not, instead, learn to have love and peace for those and what we do not understand.

We are each on our own journey.

Learning to grow, learning to heal, it is a painful and deep experience.

Instead of judgement or criticizing, even towards ourselves, learning to just have love is a more effective way to hold space for others, as well as for ourselves.

It also allows more growth, and allows us to gain more peace.

To have love means to trust that all is purposeful for the journey and the higher understanding that the Universe is in love and it’s all good.

We must not try to control or judge others, as it is not our purpose.

We also must not overly criticize ourselves as this causes much self-hate and lowers our vibration of our healing process, into a fear state.

Love raises is up.

Love heals.

Love guides.

Love is light.

Follow the lights, but understand that there is also purpose for the darkness.

-M.

http://www.HealingCreationsPNW.com

#love

You Have an Impact on Others

Learn Patience

All things take a process.

Be easy on yourself.

Be easy on others.

Don’t force.

Don’t try to control.

Let go,

Let it be.

Growth and the process of all things is a practice of patience and trust.

Nothing can be forced or controlled into existence, that is expected to last or feel good.

Energy and expectations around love and peace will flourish when detachment of the outcome are allowed to be.

All things in life take time to become.

We must not push.

We must allow and trust that everything that is meant to be will be, in its own time.

Find your center and grow with love and peace for patience is within that truth.

-M .

Patience

Believe in Yourself

In a world that feels so overwhelming and full of fear, we can easily get lost…

Remember that you are important and your feelings and emotions are guiding you.

Trust in yourself.

Believe in your capabilities.

Believe that you are worthy.

Believe that you are good enough.

You are important.

Your presence here matters.

Believe in yourself.

– M.

Believe in Yourself

Media 145 – Mid-term Video Sampler Storyboards

You are Capable